Enthusiasm

I'm walking on broken glass

And now I feel alive

Shit show I'm thriving

Never ask me why

Bravery in my heartbeat

I'm looking at my lies

All along I'm dying

Dying spiritually inside

But I can't help the dancing

Upon the ashes of this unholy fire

Burning me up and consuming 

Stinging flavor of time 

Psychedelic translator 

I'm peering out inside

Couldn't be content

Unless I'm destroying 

My terrible insides

Shit show I'm thriving

Never ask me why

All alone in my seance

Never wanting to die

Then the dawn comes and

Sober misery clings

drowning my soul outside

Oh yeah.. 

Can't stand the heat of day

I'm terrified.. 

NLM